I'm not pretty sure if ¡ was being just tired or is something else. Last days i've been really listless, like doing anything at all, not draw, or paint, or knit, or cook, i mean, just any single thing.
Soon is going to be my birthday (Aug,29th), and i'll get my 40's , so i wanted to do a great party in a restaurant or something, but lately almost all upsets me.Any single little thing adds a tiny plus to my "meeeh" feel, and then, when i needed a nice word, just a "haha!" send me to the "hatefulland", so i cancelled the party and "whatever"
Now i'm so fucking tired and my mind is so quaggy, that i closed my facebook and really want to send all the people i know to the hell x3
i was thinking "is just i'm tired", but i know maybe is not the case.
Is like a little depression D:
I 've been "DEPRESSION FREE" since 2005, when i took all those useless and pointless feelings, and take them away from me. I've been really happly all these years, so is REALLY annoying to feel so down again >=/
I suspect than 'm been affected by the stupid, STUPID time zone in this stupid country =___=
You know, Chile's time zone is actually -5 (geographically speaking), but some asshole changed it for -4.
Well, last year my incredibly idiot president, change it for -3 @_@
That means, we live in a country with a time zone with two hours of difference of the real geographic horary.
So i think that's affecting me x3, is really hard to get up every morning in this winter, and now, i blieve i've a little seassonal depre =____=
Curse you, energy's minister!!
well, whatever, i hope this ends soon x3